Thursday, August 16, 2007

"Was it just the time or do I owe my significant positive changes to you?" I asked him after we started talking about how wise I've been becoming recently.
I know that it's all because of him. He came to my life when I was drowning myself in the ocean of my own mistakes, in a ship clearly broken and unprofessionally built. I was dying from this horrible disease and I didn't have the energy and courage to seek help. This cancer was eating me from inside and I was just living one day at the time. He came to my life right when I needed someone the most to take my hand and help me stand.
He helped me stand up and now I know I can walk. I'm sure it will take time to get my balance back. I'm sure it will take practice to be able to run, but I can see it coming. And believe me, I don't ever wanna go back to where I came from.
I became what I was intended to be from the beginning and I will do anything to stay on this path forever. Now, I have enough energy and inspiration to get me going for the rest of my life and I can do it all by myself. But I would never forget the hands who helped me stand on my own feet again.