Sunday, April 29, 2007

In the middle of nowhere

I'm fucking fucked up and confused.
All my pride is breaking to pieces, melting down, pouring under his feet.
He doesn't love me enough to make up his mind.
I love him more than anyone or anything in this life.
What if he finds someone who impresses him completely in the middle of our way?
What if I put my everything and get nothing in return?
What if he leaves and I don't forget him?
what if I end up by myself for the rest of my life?
What if he never loves me the way I want?
I wish there was a God that I could ask for his help; someone who could show me the way.
I feel completely lost.

No comments: