After 10 days

I could not write anything in these 10 days.
One day I found out something and lost myself so bad. I didn't even tell him what I found out but I acted out and he freaked out. He said I was love sick. He said we should take one month off and see within ourselves what we want to do.
He called me 3 days ago. He said he heard me calling him. I was calling him actually. I called him every minute and every second. I love him and I will love him for the rest of my life. I will keep him inside of my safe forever. I will live with his memory, I will cherish the moments we had together, I will grow the fantastic feeling I get while I'm with him within myself until I die.
But if he wants to be my partner, he has to be mine, and only mine.