Sunday, May 13, 2007

My plans

I'm going on this south beach diet tomorrow. I'm planning to go to the gym everyday until I can go in front of the mirror, look at myself and say "wow, now I'm really good enough for him!" I will say that very soon, I know that.
I suggested that we don't see each other for a while so he can see the difference, but he said he wants to be by my side and support me.
I need his support. That's the first time in my life I'm feeling that way. I was always "the mother" in my relationships, taking care of everything, supporting my other party all the way, not getting anything in return and being fine about it. Not this time. I need his support and I want it for the rest of my life. I will get it, I can feel that.

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